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9. Never Again

from The Tour Guide Mixtape by Bitter Belief

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i get this feelin like im fallin and the ground is gettin closer
everytime im straight everyday i spend sober
i think its over but it aint theres a evergrowin pain
i cant escape, and now im waiting for my closure
you see im like a paintin hangin on the wall
and its crooked but you leave it and just wait for it to fall
im so ashamed of my weaknesses runnin from them all
suicidal cinematics yeah runnin from the thought
did my dirt when i was younger now im runnin from the lord
while you still think its hard runnin from the law (the law)
unlockin all the doors releavin all my skeletons
i sell em to the morgue
i used to fiend for attention
im tell you its more like adored it
but now you can come and get it its yours
i just lie awake, staring at the roof
standing on the frontline as i prepare for them to shoot
but tell them they can open fire
im already lifeless stuck in a crisis and overtired
dealin with a load of liars and a pack of scum
holding up the trophy for a battle that i havent won
mum im sorry that you have an addict son
i never knew the repercussions i was only havin fun
now emotions are my enemy, i either dry them with the smoke
or i drowned em with the melody
i swear that this was never me, it happened overnight
i close my eyes with a bit of hope, throw the dice
take a gamble and i wish upon a star
wasnt hard in the beginnin but beginnin to be hard
knife in my hands, sittin in the dark
as i put it to my skin i think of ripping it apart (it apart)
eternally scarred
picture my heart as i take it out and turn it into art
its a movie for the viewers just a sequel to my illness
fill this glass to the top it filter out the realness
and im still just numbing pain with a different agent
in the waitin room to heaven but im sittin next to satan
this is lunacy, coz truthfully i know that im blessed
so what the fuck i gotta get off my chest?
sometimes i dont think i just write it down and let it out
coz ya gut feelin is somethin that you should never doubt
see its all about the weight thats on ya shoulders
if you can hold it up just long enough then you a fuckin soldier
but i told you in the start i aint followin a path
im nobody but me im a product of my past
a product of my yesterday
if you get burned by a bitch then its enough to tear the flesh away
so caught up that ya picturing the wedding day
but if ya thinkin shes the bomb, then wait for her to detonate

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from The Tour Guide Mixtape, released January 2, 2012
Recorded Mixed and Mastered By Rob Shaker

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Bitter Belief Perth, Australia

Bitter Belief is a hip hop artist from Perth. Bitter B has dropped many mixtapes over the last few years and in 2011 released his debut album 'Isolation'
Now with 'The Tour Guide Mixtape' which is the lead up to his second studio album 'The Gallery' it looks like he's ready for a big 2012
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